a bunch of bullshit

Before I knew it, it was already the beginning of May, and I had been locked up for almost two months, but the epidemic did not look like it would end at all. I don't have any desire to write anything, just write about the latest trifles.

# game

I also like to play games. The colorful graphics, fascinating world view, exciting battles, and silent plots in the game world can all attract me. But I know that games are games and reality is reality, and the two cannot be confused.

The depressed emotions in urban life rely on playing games after get off work to get a sense of accomplishment and stimulation, and mobile games are becoming more and more fast food, and more and more people are addicted to them. After all, compared with the previous games, it takes more time. Compared with the cost of learning, the current mobile games are as short as ten minutes, and you can get one sensory stimulation, which is not too cost-effective in comparison. But the points ranking in the game world has no effect on real life. Under the manipulation of algorithms, if you want to get a higher ranking, you have to invest a lot of money or a lot of time, which is tantamount to modern opium.

A game is a game, reality is reality, there must be no boundaries, no confusion.

# Keycaps

I just saw that some keycaps on the keyboard reflect light at a certain angle, which felt a bit magical, so I searched it out of boredom, oh, it turned out to be "oiling". It's strange, the comments on the Internet are all about how to change the keycaps and how to restore the matte texture to the keycaps.

But the oil on the keycap is not grease. It is still smooth after you wipe it clean, because it is polished by your fingers, even if you use the keyboard with gloves on, it will be oily.

I'm curious, what's so troublesome about this, every key you tap leaves a mark on it, and it is the only one in the world who knows which keys you use the most, except yourself. This is proof of your existence in this world.

Why do some people not like it? This is probably because I like the new and dislike the old, I like the novelty.

# Breaking away

Recently, I have sorted out a lot of non-necessities at home, things that are rarely used once a year, and I am going to clear them all if I have the opportunity. These things are tasteless to eat, but it’s a pity to throw them away. The most important thing is that they take up space. In a house with tens of thousands of yuan per square meter, there is really no point in keeping a bunch of useless things. It’s better to throw them away.

Although I may buy it back when I need to use it at that time, the moment I throw it away is really cool, and it’s also cool to do housework and clean up the garbage, but it’s just that my back is sore when I sleep at night.

# Intimacy

"No one will be kind to another person inexplicably, and there will be no pure friendship between men and women. If you think there is, then you must be the one who is loved." - Forgot the source

People always rely on the person closest to them and will never leave themselves, always throwing the worst emotions to the other party. Little do you know that when you get dumped again and again, although there will be no change on the surface, your rating in the other party's heart will get lower and lower. When you are on the failing part of the evaluation system, your relationship is broken and irreparable.

I am good to you so that you can also be good to me. I am honest with you and I hope you can be honest with me too.

# blind date

Haha, it must be strange for tech blogs to have emotional content, yes, I find it strange too. But this is because my family arranged a blind date.

Although the blind date itself is for getting married, who wouldn't want to have a sweet love affair before getting married? Instead of partnering with each other, wouldn't it be better to find someone who can get along with you? Although the possibility is not particularly great, but people, there is always hope. If there is no hope, then what is the difference from salted fish?

They are quite pleasing to each other, and the communication is passable, and we have been together for a while. I agree with what she said very much: "When you are thinking about others, others are also thinking about you". Yes, when I was considering whether to continue with her, she should also be considering whether to continue with me. But still in line with the old saying, the longer we get along, the more we can see the truest state of a person. If we can still attract each other at this stage, then there will be basically no problem in being together in the future. I feel like I'm at this stage.

The two strangers met because of the introducer, they are not in the same city, they have their own life circles and different living habits. I can only communicate through text, voice and video. If I think about this kind of scene a few years ago, I feel terrible. But now my thinking is different, because we didn’t meet each other through free love, but through blind dates, so it’s normal for them to be incompatible.

Oh, by the way, I would like to remind all friends who are planning to go on a blind date and are on a blind date. Now that you have accepted a blind date, if you feel that it is not suitable, you should mention it as soon as possible, instead of using the other party as a backup. Also, the previous ambiguous relationship should be broken cleanly. Don't break the thread. It's good for everyone. After all, if it is discovered, it will be really embarrassing.