This dog b epidemic has been going on for two years, I thought I had adapted to it, but this time it was finally sealed to me, I still feel a bit emo, "a speck of dust from the times weighs on a person is a mountain" This sentence is really not true Say whatever you want.

# recently

Most people who read my blog probably don’t know that I live in Pudong, Shanghai now. In mid-March, there were sporadic confirmed cases in Pudong, Shanghai. At that time, I was quite happy: “Oh, it’s okay again. Paid leave." On Wednesdays and Thursdays, I was required to monitor my health at home. During this period, I was not allowed to leave the community. After thinking about it, it was okay anyway. I slept at home with paid rest ~ I spent two days like this.

But when I was about to go to work on Friday morning, I found that the community seemed to be sealed even more severely. There was a guard in a white coat at the gate of the community. When I asked about the situation, another community under the jurisdiction of the nearby Cohabitation Committee had a confirmed diagnosis, and this area was sealed again. . I have a plan to go to another city to meet my girlfriend on Friday, and I booked a ticket for the evening to go directly to Hongqiao to take a bus after get off work. I talked to my girlfriend about the situation, and after reporting to the company, I went home and continued to sleep. Before going to bed, I was still thinking: "Tsk tsk tsk, although I can't see my girlfriend, this five-day long vacation is a bit comfortable." But this is just the beginning, and the data is soaring every day after that, but the ass decides the head, they just want to protect the economy, so most people can still move freely.

When the refrigerator slowly becomes empty, I still feel a little anxious. Although there is no shortage of staple food, it is very uncomfortable if there are no dishes. Here I am very envious of state-owned enterprises. My father and his company learned that his son was locked up at home in Shanghai, so they arranged for people to deliver food twice, each time with a large box. The food problem was solved, but at this time I had already been arrested Been locked up at home for over a week.

On Friday, the 25th, my community was unsealed, and I hadn’t been to the company for more than a week, so I naturally had to sign and punch a card. The subway was empty, and there were not many people in the company that day. When it was about to get off work in the afternoon, some people were called back by the neighborhood committee because there was a closed connection in his building. At this time, the number of daily diagnoses was only three digits, and everything seemed to be saved. When I got home, I bought some non-staple food and quick-frozen food. I went to do a nucleic acid test on Sunday because the office building where I go to work requires a 24-hour nucleic acid negative to go to work, but I was notified to continue to be closed until Sunday afternoon. The reason is that the opposite community has no symptoms. The first time the virus is so close to me .

After doing the nucleic acid test four or five times, I think it is not easy, because the number of confirmed cases has risen to four digits, and one-third of them were found in non-controlled areas, that is to say, before they were screened out by nucleic acid is free movement. Because of the nature of my work, I naturally have nothing to do when this city stops. So this period of time was muddled.

In this way, on the last day of March, the number of new additions in Shanghai was almost 6K yesterday. Under such a high-pressure situation, the grassroots volunteers and medical staff have been a little bit too much, and finally resorted to the big killer "global static management". What do you think it is tm LAN, static DNS, domain control management? In human terms, the city is closed. Today, the property management committee of the neighborhood committee delivered food once. Although there was nothing, it was appreciated. Today is my 16th day being locked up at home.

# a little depressed

At first I thought it was cool to have a holiday, I could sleep well and play games all night, but when I was really at home, I found these things that I liked and were interested in before, and now I don’t have any happy emotions when I do them. It is because of the habit, the habit of sleeping until I wake up naturally, even if I wake up early, I will continue to sleep. I am used to playing games until the early morning, even if I keep losing, I want to hang up until the early morning when I hang up.

This isn't a recent situation, maybe mid-2021, but it didn't come to my attention then. Because I was very busy at work at that time, I thought it was because I was too tired from work, so when I got home, I washed up and went to sleep without playing games at all. But then I didn't even continue to update the blog, but I was still making excuses because of work reasons.

During the Spring Festival, my company had a one-month holiday. When I went home, I deliberately didn’t bring my notebook with me, because I knew that I didn’t have any desire to write manuscripts, I just wanted to rest. But what I don't understand is that I am bored even with rest. The more you sleep, the more uncomfortable you will be.

So I googled:

Fortunately, according to the results of the self-test, it can only be regarded as a bit of depression. It has not yet reached the point where you need to take medicine. Enrich yourself and don't let yourself be idle, so that you won't have time to think about it. It's best to pick up all your previous hobbies or develop new hobbies.

I hope that the epidemic will subside soon. I consider myself an optimistic person, but I am a little depressed, let alone those who are fragile in heart.